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31 July 2006

Accounting CAII was a piece of cake! Average mark for both CA would be 91 eh? Cheerios, very happy worx =] Like this I do not need to struggle so hard for exam, but of course am still aiming for 90 and above norhx.

Mummy thought that I didn't sleep last night, as I slept pretty late last night and woke up 5am this morning to do my revision. Very pissed off when mummy talk to me each time when I'm doing revision. Everytime lidat de nehx, ;( Heh*2, hard work paid off. I told mummy that most probably m getting full mark for today's paper but I guess she didn't heard what I said. But is okies =)

Mummy told me a joke worx. Hahas. Bad larhx, they gang up and bully me. Hees...

Tata...

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14:44




30 July 2006

I have never ever came across such a tiring job, but also a job that I felt that the time flies very fast. Is like just one blink u'll realise that already time to knock off. Promoter there do get along well with one another. But sad to say, 2 are leaving, sobbiex. My best kakis there were Jonnae. She gave me tons of sample of Lakerol new flavour sweetS. Tomorrow gonna bring some for all my kakis =) Hope they'll like it.

Alright, off to continue with my revision for tomorrow. Wanna score full mark norhx.

Not much time I've for revision, sob ;(

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22:33




28 July 2006

M dead beat. Sales today was much more better than yesterday. And indeed u do sell more when you approach rather than people approaching you. No funny customer but newbie promoter around whom I enjoyed working with.

Wanna catch some rest, tomorrow should be waking up as early as 7am to do some revision for Monday Accounting CAII, Tuesday Taxation Mock Paper and Thursday Taxation CAII.

Looking forward to Monday and hopes that time files slowly. As it is the only day that I could get enough of rest. =)

Shit, any whitening lotion to recommend? M getting darker, sobbies.


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22:23




26 July 2006

During taxation class...

Mrs Tan: "A... I feel like talking to the wall, all fall asleep already ah?"
No response from class.

Mrs Tan: "Class, did you all realise that we're always the first to go as compared to the next door taxation class. That is because Mrs Sim always like to walk around and scold her students. Then work out her answer on the board. Whereas, I always work out the answer and assume that everyone knows what I'm talking about. Everytime, I walked pass her, I sure see her angry face and there she goes her nagging about her students."

We burst into laughter cuz someone said: "Mrs Tan, you lose already. Mrs Sim's had released them".

She quickly write down the answer and we packed our bag and go. I didn't manage to get the Summary answer, cuz kakis wanna chase bus again.

Reached house void deck saw lil' bern and qin, went to mac to slack around and snack snack a lil'. Haa, that's all.

Lost of revision to catch up, especially for costing. Tomorrow start work already, so sians. Haven't read through the notes nehx, how to promote?


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18:23




25 July 2006

Catch up pretty fast during Costing lesson. Accounting lesson wise, as usual we left the earliest. Went NLB to help lil' niece return her story books and went to pick her up from school. Reached home felt so sleepy almost fallen asleep but I can't as I haven't finish my homework yet. *Yawn... tomorrow is a super duper long school day for me. Sigh... shall rest early tonight eh?

Good luck and all the best to c'mates who took tourism. CAII tomorrow eh? Way to go ~


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20:04




24 July 2006

Meeting pretty at 850am at TP control station but hell, she was late by 15mins near 20mins. She explained to me, but that was definitely a lousy excuse! Normally I'll just walk off myself if you do not show up after 5-10mins of meeting time. But count herself lucky that I forgotten the address, otherwise... I just couldn't be bother what had actually happened to her last night. Alright, I just sincerely pray that her terms with brother and mom are now better.

I apologised to Ginny whereas pretty just showed can't be bother attitude. Although the training was the most theoretical subject that I had ever came across but was pretty a fun one eh? But for pretty, she was complaining that her stomach is asking for food! Haa, was loud enough that I could hear it too. =) Finally we're out for lunch at 12pm! But walk round the entire International Plaza we couldn't find the foodcourt, haa... it has been a year since I last dropped by there to look for friend. In the end we settled down in BK at 1228pm. Back to office at 1300hours.

More details about the products and I had a better understanding. End of the training, Ginny was locating outlet for us. And her full time staffs has the choice of location first. Damn it! I thought I could get the nearest outlet near my house, but I didn't. Pissed off. I'll talk to her again eh? Home sweet home, but none of us were happy at all as we've got to carry all the tester and brochures back home. Well, is one whole stack! So heavy that pretty goes: "Ouch, ouch, ouch! Zhong, zhong, zhong (heavy)! As if mine was much more lighter than hers. Haa.. k/d.

Went to JP meet jiejie for dinner. Hell, her sms sucks eh? Lol... finish eating acc her to shop a lil' and we're back home! Went for jogging, like the weakest jog I ever had. Just finished showering, gonna go offline to pack my school bag. And definitely I misses school.


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23:00




23 July 2006

If you think calling me at late hour disturbing me is fun, then don't ever bother to call again. Are you aware how irritates to hang up a conversation with a joke? Pissed off.

3 weeks of holiday is over, nothing i've gain yet tomorrow m gonna miss school for job training. But that can't be helped. Just hope that tomorrow training gonna be over asap, Tuesday and Wednesday gonna be a long school day for me. Thursday to Sunday should be working already eh? Hopefully I'll 've good sales. Anyway, m off to recap all modules.

Before I forget, m broke. Jiejie given me 50bucks 2 days ago but I spend it away last night to top up my ezlink card for 40bucks. 10bucks gone in cycling and food. Hais... money isn't good to spend at all. Gonna borrow from her 20bucks, possible? Should be, cuz she's my good sister. Hahas.

Hell. I fallen asleep again when doing revision at around 6pm? Alright, I simply love sleeping eh? Haa... m so stressed up that I could even forget that I haven't eat my dinner. Thought I ate le. Haa... m old. Lazy to walk to jiejie house. Maybe later going for a jog then take from her bahs. Haa... no idea what time m I going for a jog, sians.


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01:33




22 July 2006

Went to ECP with pretties, was a fun trip there that I enjoyed very much. Felt so happy to see her (Doreen) able to cycle on her own after about half an hour or so? Contended, we're great instuctors! Hees... but something sad was that, we actually took about 2hours to wait for her to cycle till Bedok Jetty. *Frowns ~ Took some pixs but messed up hair, in the pix i looked FAT so as well as in person. Haa, lol~ see if I'm free to post up the pix soon eh?

After which went to MP to had our dinner. Mine was definitely a fabulous one. Should claim from that promise-breaker (Zann aka JJ) my dinner treat since ... don't know when. Hahax. Always promise me to go out yet failed to keep her promiseS. Sigh. Anyway, m not blaming her, but I just wanna she to give me a reply whether is she tagging along or not. Rather than me waiting silly for her replies eh? Nah, is your lost larh, darling. =)

Headed back home, so sweet of she (Valencia) to accompained me all the way to the MRT. Thanks a lot pretty! Hopefully you'll be more daring and bold the next time eh? Hahax, lets learn roller balding the next trip!

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22:51




21 July 2006

Turn in at 11pm last night wasn't early for me but whats e hell m I down here at 4am?

Saturday outing with school girls cancelled. Well, everything's fated. Forgets it. I don't think I'll ever wanna go out with the whole group any more. And Is like fucking hell bored when we don't share the same interest and there's this limited places to go around.

Friends looking for me please call my handphone, I'll definitely pick up your call unless I'm sleeping or working or busy with stuffs on hand. Don't ever try your luck to look for me through my house phone, is tough. Even you get through and I've no idea who you are, I'll hang up the call. Just like what I did to my sis just now. Haa...

-Foul mood

Please tell me what I've done wrong? Everybody is praising me that m a good daughter but u just don't think the same way. Why? I know I'm useless, in the sense that I'm lazy to help out in housework. But do you 've to nag at me all day, all night? Come on, have you ever give a thought when I wash up my own clothes after work each night? And who's the one who said "no need"? I know you always dislike me doing things half way here and there. Stop day-dream that I'll help you wash their clothes, cuz I won't. They were all good-for-nothing brothers and dad, for what I helps them with their things? Fuck.

I wanted to work as a part-timer you said it's gonna be tiring. But do you know how painful I'm to see all your hard-earn money being borrowed away and nv 've e chance to ask for it back? If m not gonna work, it's gonna be additional burden for you. I wanna be independent, can't you see?

Whats biting you when I'm simply asking for your opinion whether I should for a jog right now? I know I'm FAT but why must you nags at me about me not helping out in housework? You think I do not wish to help? Did you know how tiring I'm to wake up at 4am yet unable to sleep until afternoon? Did you know why I always couldn't get back to sleep? There are lots of worries in my mind. I'm worrying that I won't 've a good sales and I'll lost the job. I'm worrying that I'm not well disciplined and affected my attendance in school. Thus, I can't do well in my exam. There are all these fears in me, do you know ?

Get lost, don't ever get near me when you provoked me. You don't even tell me something nice like: "Is late, is dangerous to jog at this hour". So what even I know this basic common sense, what I wanna hear, what I wanna see, is your care towards me.

Fuck, we're gonna 've cold war for weeks, and this is what I hope for. At least when we don't talk, you don't nag at me.

Going for a jog. Hope I would be knock down by car.


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08:31




20 July 2006

Anyone misses me? Hees, doubt anyone. *Roars...

Ding dong ~ Lil cousin mouth was widely opened. Surprise! *Big grin ~

Aunt: "What you wanna eat?"
Me: "Roti TISSUE!!!"

It still tasted the same! Roti CHEESE, Roti BONG! Wahahah... drool. Went back to their house, and there outside were selling some fingers snack. o.O AGAIN?!! Yes, again. Cousin jie came back home and we headed to the seafood restaurant. We ate AGAIN!!! - . -" Both of us were snatching to pay the bill. Think too much I've ate, so violent that her hands were red. Opps, sorry! Next time just let me pay eh? There was a great sudden that time, that I misses jogging so badly rather than surfing net, hees. But they said were too dangerous to jog at 12am++ eh?

Couldn't get to sleep, I missed my bed! Dozing off at 4am+ and only manage to wake up at 12pm for shopping. We took a cabby down, so funny they don't go by meter, there is this standard price for going to certain places. 15 bucks for 5 persons. Which I think is pretty worth than taking bus which cost about 2.4RM/person. Yep, shop around and I've got so many things that I wanna buy, but I've to say that babes there were all so slim. Their "L" size cutting is equal to "s" size of singapore cutting? Lol... so sians.

Anyone wanna tag along with me to City Square at JB? Sms me eh?


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21:32




19 July 2006

*snap my fingers. ( ' v ' ) I'm going away to JB to visit my relatives. N know whats on my mind? Definitely those supper I used to 've each time I visit there. Hees... especially the roti tissue behind my aunt shop. Muhahaha... think I'm able to eat pretty much as I haven't had anything since morning. Heh*2...

Finally m done with all holiday homework, but not much revision I've did. Hmm, shall be revising my school work, especially taxation once I'm back tomorrow evening. And of course, I'd be missing jogging late in the night. So perhaps... revision starts on Friday, hurhur.

Total bills outstanding... $162.55 who is willing to lend me the money? Madness. Think two weeks of salary half will be used to clear my debts. Sians... o.O


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15:42




18 July 2006

I totally 've got no idea what went wrong between our friendship. It seems like you used to be known as autistic child has become a jovial person. To me, your personality definitely carry a lil' attitude now. Thats what I like about the brand new you. That's definitely worth cheering for. =) I believe after having knowing me for more than 4 years near 5, you ought to know that I do not like dramatic nor childish chat. In case you did not realise, then m telling you now. Friendship do have to move on, but when misunderstanding occured and you don't bother to give a single damn to it, then how how are we gonna create the miracle of you being one of my closest friend? Whom I feel comfortable in sharing everything and keep no secret between the two of us. I believe you've read up my previous entry before the chat. So m very sure that you should know that I was in foul mood eh? To be frank, I do not want to hide my feeling, I was pissed off over the small matter we were chatting. As friend of mine, we should think of a solu together instead of sprouting out some "common sense" with me. In real fact, you're not wrong to say me for troubling em. But u just failed to out talk me. But whatever it's, I know I shouldn't 've used such harsh words on you. Oh well, perhaps... you're not just as petty as me. Or you're... I do not know. Just hope you read up this entry.
-Like a bear with a sore head

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13:18





What a pissed off morning. Folks can't both of you give me a silent moment to sleep soundly? And hell, don't ever dare to lay a finger on my single hair, you watch out! And you, was it my fault for not helping you to top up your ez-link card? I told you I'll only help you if I pass-by! For what showing me that F-attitude? Hell... you spoilt my entire day larhx!

Anyway, recently I'm so curious about his (Edison) life. As he was the one who made me so confused, looking at the com and left my mouth opened wide. [I'm not interested in him, but his life. So reader, don't think too much eh?]

The guy who caught my attention in my f'ster list was him. I just realised that he added me in both his accounts. No wonder, m so confused. Is not his look that lure me to click on his profile but the way he dressed up was really smart. Next I really 've to say that he's playful hunk. He said in his lil' blog, "Playboy was the game I play" to his gf [I think, just a momentous of anger eh?]. Looking at his work-out in gym, that two pixs that he took, I could say he's fit. Despite of uncontrollable drinking, he has got no belly, yet those figure that every guy would like to have. He claims that he's lady killer eh? I doubt but when reading up his lil' blog,I discovered that most of my online gf was once his ex. ??? was what I've in mind, as I was totally taken aback. Even more surprised when my brother shouted his name when I was browsing through his pixs. Not too sure if they were friends. Madness, I just hope that my brother recognised the wrong person. Don't ask me for why, I'm just concerned. Alright, I was so tempted to post up some pixs of him. But I think better not eh? Curious about him too? View his profile: "http://www.friendster.com/starplay"

Anyway, lately m suffering from insomnia.

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07:24




17 July 2006

This morning was definitely a nice weather to sleep. That's why I only got up of bed when my house phone rang again. But luckily it rang, otherwise when mom reached home she would be nagging at me non-stop just like how she nagged last night before I turn in. Anyway, 4 more days to release of bursary application result, hopefully I get it. =) My tongue, for the second time I'm saying is a lil' pain. Shouldn't 've play with the bar-bell.

Oh, how can I forget about the dinner treat from 'vin? Haa, that's not important, the most important thing's... he can really read my mind! Gosh... frightened eh? Haa... thanks guy for the treat n ur brain washing lesson.


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13:39




16 July 2006

Basically the whole day I'm up to baby sitting my lil' niece as her parents quarrlled last night over her. That was stupid I'd say. Even more stupidious when the mother left home and the father acted implusively by riding that lil' girl along the highway road. Enough of all these nonsense. When one is already near 30s where the other was 41 and they could still think of divorce? Childish. -.-" It don't interest me at all. More over, if the father so wish to 've the lil' girl, bring her along with you. She's definitely a sensible, inquisitive lil' girl. With your ability, I believe you could be able to train her to excel in her potential eh? Just like how your elder son did you proud.


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22:43




15 July 2006

It seems like it's another entry about yesterday. =)

I failed to pay my bills as well as returning the books s I'm just plain lazy. Muhahaha... Back home pretty early after accompanied pretty for interview. A glace at polo ralph lauren then we headed to FEP just to get my nose studs. Tata, we're seperated cuz she's going to fetch her Bao Bei back to Tampines. I must say, she's a good friend eh? Sigh, thought that we'd 've hours of window shopping but... Even mom was surprised that how would I possible be back home that early when I'm in town. But anyway, Dad strike the Toto and bought us D24 Durians, drool! Hahax, mummy asked me to Yi Du Gong Du, otherwise she's sure that I'll fall sick. Reminded me of... Alicia?

I fancy a week of holiday but definitely not 3weeks of holiday staying at home doing nothing. Not many revision papers the lecturer gave either. Yawn ~ Life seems so meaningless in this way, sigh...

Anyway, Jo thinks that I'm really smart whereas Valencia thinks that I'm really sweet. Haha... the most important, they admired my strength, Nana admired my sensitivity. Hmm, I think that I'm not smart nor sweet, but if really 've to choose, I'll think m sweet. N I admire my own strength. Hees ~ I'm a boring person larhx, cuz I do not know how to crap some decent jokes. Wahaha...

Sians, how to spend today?

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12:13




14 July 2006

Is quarter past 12 so I could say is another day. Alright, is definitely 933FM time but I'll rememeber to switch off my mp3 when I'm gonna sleep. 3 levels of full batt went nearly empty after playing 12hours of FM.

Will be meeting pretty later, gonna accompany her for interview. As well as to pass Sanna my photocopied document. As well as to do someone a favour. But before all these, I've to get my things settled.

1) My Hp + Internet bill for June
2) The Books that I borrowed from NLB 've got to return and pay the late payment fees
3) My nose stud, has been weeks that my nose looked so plain.

Alright, 77th street service is really LOUSY! I went to few outlets and none bother to serve me. I thought JP one was the most terrible service, but after thoughts, TM and FEP would be even worse. Pissed off. Anyway, m off to sleep.

Here a lil pix...


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00:15




13 July 2006

Yesterday was a long shopping trip with girlies Qin and Kel eh? Hahax, was fun being with them. Alright, we were kinda suay as Qin have 2 complimentary tixs but we can't catch it at Bugis Shaw. That's because yesterday was the preview of the movie, Pirates of Caribbean. It seems like Qin and I couldn't wait to catch it as she suggested why not we pay for it and catch the preview in the evening, complimentary tixs for next week movie. Hur... In the end, we decided to catch it next Wednesday at JP! I'm definitely free.

Not long after I woke up, Sanne finally called me up. N yeppies, everything was confirmed. Anyway, she's looking for 10 Promoters for Hoyu Hair Dye & Products. Anyone interested can just call me up for more details eh?

Alright now I shall blog a lil' about what's happening between Zidane and Materazzi.

Final had been without any major incidents between the two teams up until Zidane dramatic clash with Materazzi tugged at his shirt. Zidane was sorry for headbutting Matterazzi during the World Cup final. He said Matterazzi used some very hard words and insulted his mother n sister.

He said Materazzi deserved the head butting as Materazzi insulted him with some “very hard word” aimed at sullying his mother and sister. He would like to ask for forgiveness from all the children who watched that. As he said: “There was no excuse for it”. He wants to be open and honest about it because it was seen by two or three billion people watching on television and millions and millions of children were watching. Asked what exactly Materazzi said to him, he could only offer “very personal issue” He said: “You hear those things once and you’ll try to walk away. And that was what I wanted to do because I’m retiring. But you hear it second and then a third time…”

"I can't say I have any regrets about what I did because that would be like admitting that he had every reason to say what he said. It's always the reaction that is sanctioned and not the provoker. I told him stop pulling my shirt and that he could have it if he wanted at the end of the match. Words can sometimes be harder than action. It all went very quickly and they were words that hurt me deep down. The real culprit should be sanctioned and the real culprit is him. He provoked it all. Do you think that in a World Cup final like that with just 10minuts to go to the end of my career? I am going to do something like that because it gives me pleasure?” he said.

However, Materazzi claims that he did not say anything to Zidane concerning racism, religion or politics. He denied that he has said anything about his mother either. “I lost my mother when I was 15 years old and still now nothing moves me more than talking about her. Naturally, I did not know that his (mother) was in hospital and I want to send her my best wishes. Zidane has always been my biggest idol, I admire him a lot” he added.


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11:23




12 July 2006

Report, time now is 8:47 and I've already got up of bed? Who's that idiotic who rings up my house tel for umpteen times non-stop and eventually stopped when I got up? Hell ~.~ Is not a holiday for you but is a holiday for ME. I doubt I could get back to sleep for a lil' while more before meeting girls s m having a terrible flu now. All thanks to that idiotic!Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

Whew! I did it! I finally able to convert my song to the smallest file size that actually allows me to generate code from i-web. Shh... I know what I'm saying but that it, I did it! Hooray, thanks that idiotic wakes me up this early to figure out. Anyone can tell which software to buy so that it allows my computer to support chinese character? Tag me on... thx! Hei Bai Pei by Fan Fan, Fan Wei Qi ~ Continue to rock on 933FM


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08:51




11 July 2006

Revision is what I've done till evening. Both brother and I were so lazy to get our dinner just a street across. But in the end, I'm forced to buy dinner for the him. As my conscience tells me that I'll guilty if not buying dinner for him. But he's so sarcastic when his stomach was being filled up by nasi lemak. He said: "It wasn't appealing at all" Hell, he can give such a remark when he had already ate? Speechless ~

Went to prime market bought green apples but it wasn't in good condition but still I bought for blending fruit juice. I'm definitely clumsy, as I don't even know how to blend out a saliva-dripping-fruit-juice as compared to mummy, sister and brother. I'm definitely no match of them.

Not sure when Sanna is gonna give me a call and send me details of the training day. I'm nearly fully rotted at home. Tomorrow meeting girlies out, so sianz cuz no money to shop around too.

Nighty.

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22:56




10 July 2006

I lost my way in Ngee Ann City this afternoon when I went for the 2nd round interview. I just couldn't find the right lift to the agency when I'm already 15mins late. But luckily when I reached there the main interviewer has not yet arrived. But she came shortly after I reached. I met my working mates, I think they're about the same age as me, perhaps, one or two years old younger or older than me. They're friendly, but I'm so anti-social. All thanks to bad headache- ness again. I wanted to smile, but I simply can't.

All of us got the job! And we signed the contract of 3months. I always doubt my ability on sales line but yet I refused to give a second thought before signing the contract. If resigning within 3months, I've to pay in lieu of the remaining days. Obviously I took the wrong move. But on the other hand, I'd like to give a try as I always think that nothing that I can't do. Is a matter of whether you want or you do not wants. You choose to, or you choose not to. So I sincerely hope that everything's gonna be flowing smoothly for me for the upcoming training as well as the 2 weeks performance. Training pay will only be paid if meet the satisfactory level of her expectation. Otherwise, we'd be paid for the working days only. She do have high expectations on us, I hope I'll not disappoint her and not wasting both parties time. Hope I'll produce a good sales record. =)

Mom just doesn’t understand me at all. She was the one who asked me to seek for job during vacation. When I do, I seek for permanent part-time job over the weekends, and she disapproves. She was the one who wants me to get the promoter job instead of the food fair job. When I manage to get in for the job, she asked me not to work. What did she really wants? Someone please tell me?

Does she knows that I really wanted to contribute a lil' income to the family? I wanna help to lighten her burden, can't she understand me just a lil', a lil'...?

Headache, fever



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23:00





Was a draw match last night despite of another 30mins of extra time given. I could tell that France definitely tried hard during the second extra time play. They missed the goal, that was so disheartening enough for those people who bet on France. Henry was injured during the last few mins of extra time play. And Zidane acted too implusively that he head-butted Materazzi chest using his solid head. Needless to say, he was being issued Red Card by referee Horacio Elizondo. I showed defeatist attitudes when Henry and Zidane were out of the match. As I always think that both of them were the strongest and potential players of France.

Italy won the match in the penalty kick. Player no.20 of France failed to score in the 2nd penalty kick and that's it. And what's so proud of Buffon (Goal keeper of Italy)? He think he grabbed a single ball during penalty kick? No! Is because player 20 of France kicked too high and the ball went out. Frankly speaking, both teams definitely has the lousiest goal keepers, be it Brathez (France goal keep) or Buffon. Though I lost the bet, I still think that France had tried their best and is worth my support. :) Looking forward to 2010 W.C.

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Fracne's Zinedane Zidane reacts after missing header at goal as Italy's Gennaro Gattuso looks on during the World Cup

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Referee Horacio Elizondo shows the red card to France's Zineidine Zidane during the final of the soccer World Cup

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Zinedine Zidane, right, of France is shown a red card by referee Horacio Elizondo, left, in the final of the soccer World Cup

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France's goalkeeper Fabien Barthez lets in the winning goal during the penalty shootout in the World Cup

Aww ~ I've got to go for 2nd round interview, that's like so S.I.A.N.Z ! ! !

I read the newspaper about the W.C and somehow, I felt so sad that I gets too emotion to cry for France player, Zidane. Zidane has an explosive temper. His football is elegant. His touch, masterful. As, perhaps, a most complete player, he can be a joy to watch as he does his magic with ball. But, he has got a temper.

"Thirtheen mins to go before the final whistle. Penalty kicks looked imminent. What do you do as a coach? Take off your best player? That's exactly what Domenech did in the WC final in Berlin this morning. As the dust settled on the finale, which the Italians won 5-3 on penalities after the match ended 1-1 in regulation time, the French inquisitors would be surely be questioning Raymond Domench's puzzling substitutions. To be sure, there was nothing Domenech could do about his first change in the 56th mins when he threw in the inexperienced Alou Diarra for Patrick Vieria, who pulled his left hamstring. When he replaced Ribery with Trezeguet in the 10th min of extra-time, some eyebrows were raised, as Ribery had looked one of France's better players, with his tireless running and offensive forays. But if you ask me, it was game, set and match for the French the moment Domenech took Henry off for Sylvain Wiltored in the 17th mins of extra-time. What on earth was he thinking of?If there was a French plater who looked most likely to score, it was Henry. Only Domenech himself knows why he took off Henry. Pehaps Henry was struggling with injury. Perhaps fatigue got to him. Something must be said to Zidane. He is actually a reserved and inoffensive person, said Beckenbauer.

Even though France lost the final, I feel that they deserve some credit. They have shown that they are still a team to be reckoned with. They fought back so well when they have been labelled as no-hopers before the tournament. Materazzi picked on Zidane's weakness. In the end, all that talent on the pitch was separated by mental strength. "

sourced from the newspaper

I gotten the promoter job, is the first attempt to sales. Sighs...

foul mood


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13:34




09 July 2006

Was lil' late for the interview, and only 3 out of 10 is gonna be selected. Pay was pretty good =) so hope I could get the job eh? But that sickening ah pek doesn't seems to like me. Oh well, forget it. And as I said in the previous entry that today would be the last day that m going for interviews. Be it I manage to get a job or not. I'll just wait patiently for them to call and meanwhile I should complete all holiday homework and do get some revision done. So tiring, been out the whole day. Yawns ~


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20:00




08 July 2006

Ouch! Having headache again. Perhaps that's the consequence of sleeping late and waking up early. I think I'm down into another agency again but I'm not elated at all. Why? Because I strongly dislike waiting. I've no idea was I confirmed for the part-time job but I think most probably I'm. The schedule, pay and benefits offered were all good. Think I should be happy about it eh?

Was walking around the takashimaya food fest and suddenly I laughted at myself for wearing formal as I thought I'm going for an interview in office building. I'm cute larhs, kekex. Hmm, I bumped into MMY, she permed her hair but she wasn't satisfy with it. Wasted her 71bucks. Anyway, I found a perm Sunday food fair job but is at Expo. Haa, I think temporary I'll just 've to endure with it. Tomorrow going for the interview.

Yawns, for the very first time I felt so useless. I can't even manage to get a confirmed part-time job during this vacation. Hell. I think if I don't get call from either the promoter or food fair, I'll quit looking for job now, as I'm so tired over round of rounds interview.

Off to rest.

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Just woke up from 7hours of nap, I don't feel any much better. Sotong head is what I had for the whole day, too weak to sit straight and have my dinner. Cousin fainted at BL interchange, mummy starts nagging at me saying that that's the consequence of not having breakfast, not having proper meal and not having enough rest! Which results in frequent headache, giddy, vomit and gastric. She said she's worried for me if I work. Sigh... can I have a stronger health?


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14:55




07 July 2006

Tomorrow will be going for a job interview at Ngee Ann, thrilled. Working schedule is basically on Thurs-Sun which is similar to my as planned schedule. But sad thing is there'll be a training on Monday which mean I can't make it on Monday for the additional accounting class, sob*2. Oh I shall stop commenting about it where everything has not yet confirmed.

Life is as dull as ditch water without music playing a part. It has been 10months that I haven’t been touching cello since the last concert. I’ve totally no idea what exactly happened to me that I felt so tempted to give up my interest in music, in cello. Now, not only I have a great disappointment but also the one who taught me infinite skills, technique and even philosophy.

I could still remember how my beloved juniors loathed the first sight of him. I recalled the very first day he came, a tall tanned man with a very fierce look. Ha, remembered how he called out each individual of us and starts writing music notes on the whiteboard how he requested a play on sight reading piece. Yep, he gave me a dressing down as I failed to use up the entire bow. But overall, sshhh... we're still not that bad! =X After the first lesson, we knew we're gonna suffer for the remaining life in secondary school. Frankly speaking, there’s no single reason for me to dislike him unlike my other junior does. He's strict, but I knew he wants us to his back-up, he wants us to be like him one day in the future; a musician, a music teacher who succeed in music career.

He's the one who discovered our potentials, our great passion over cello.
He’s the one who gave us hopes, who’s willing to give us free teaching/coaching on music theories.
He’s the one who gave us chances to perform in concert, session performance.
He’s the one out of million music teacher who bothers to encourage his students to go for audition, examination.
He’s the one who’s proud of his students even they flunk in their exam. That is because in his eyes, we’re the best!
He’s the one who’s more elated than anyone of us when we just passed our examination with a merit.
He’s the one who’s gonna say “Yes! Give me a five” when we passed it with a distinction. His facial expression betrayed him that he’s even happier than striking billion dollars of Toto.

I felt so thankful to him, if not him I won’t know so much knowledge about music, I’ll never believe that hard work paid off, and most importantly, I’ll never discovered that I’ve leadership skills.

If only time could be reverse, I’ll want to save up all my saving and get myself a solid cello and study cello under him.

Who is she? Princess ah? Sia lah... yesterday ask her bring over those books that I borrowed for her daughter yet she don't even bother to give me a call back when she reached home. Then today date due already, ask me go return. Can't she ask her husband to drive bike and drop it outside of the library? Not sure when she wore my pants back home. Everytime wear come over throw inside the pail n let mummy wash, ar bo I'll 've to go her house and take. Sians...

Idiot dad's.


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16:36




06 July 2006

Unsure if it's okies for me to pen about girlies stuffs. If you think you're gonna be offended, please stop reading right now.

Every month w/o fail, pms always makes me cry. You could discovered me lying on the bed whole day, whole night turning left and right with both hands pressing my stomach. That's the great pain that I've on the very first day of period. Weather is killing too, that I even 've a thought of not wearing b** after night shower. Hey mind you, it can helps to prevent the risk of having breast cancer.

I think my handphone is not working properly. It auto shut off while charging, damn. Why must it always give me so many problems when I'm in debts of here and there? Tomorrow die die I must get a confirmation of job, otherwise I'll go mad! And my very first pay, I really have got to get a new handphone, it's really working very abnormal. But not an expensive phone that I'm eyeing for just a SE 550i or Samsung D820 (might be too ex for me but who cares?). Hell, anyone willing to lend me 100bucks? Haha... anyway, off to watch tv shows, tuo jiang shi jie, so funny. Laught until stomach cramp.


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00:39




05 July 2006

It seems that nothing much I've edited to bloggie but definitely I've removed some and added new one into it. The float finally appeared infront of the page but it's not coming down from the top, anyone know why? Kao doesn't seems to look nice over here, hmm... shall use it on the other bloggie of mine. =) By right should be visiting aunty at JB, but mom decided not to go as she wasn't feeling quite well. Don't know what's the hell he's doing, so irritating. Asked me to tell lies yet ownself speak the truth, kns. And you fucking hell brother, don't ever call "Mom" again as you could even said that talking to your mom is just like talking to dead person. Fucker!

Mug a lil' before fetching lil' kiddo and tonight shall go for a jog, I miss jogging.

Comments welcomed


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16:05




04 July 2006

Life at home is so bored, I think I'd rather choose to die if it's gonna continue like this for 1 more day. Hell

Alright, I wanna make my holiday a worth while one, so m not gonna waste too much time on com. I wanna do as much revision as possible. So here I'm off to

Happy Belated Birthday to Alicia Chen Mei Xuan...


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15:45




03 July 2006

Why m I letting emotion to control over me?

Hau asked me to help her get the SingPost Promotion Mp3 run out of stock so I given her a call and she sound so mad! Not my fault, cuz that lady told me that it has been sold out since the promotion started for a couple of days, it was a popular item. Don't blame me.

So damn mad with my mom, she always failed to get things clear before yelling at me! Damn, m so furious and so hurt that I do not wish to talk to her at all. [She given me 80bucks to pay the utilities bill and asked me to help her bank money as well. When I'm on my way back to JP, I realised that I bought the 80 bucks for paying the bill but didn't bring the letter. I realised that I brought the bank book but not the money that she wanted to bank. It was like hell.] She don't even appreciate my kindness of willing to help her queen up for both Qs, instead she just yell at me for being forgetful when I'm already gonna be late for the job interview. She always claim that she don't wanna me to work but in fact, she really wished me to go work. Madness. I haven't found a job, but I'm looking and waiting for them to call. Why must she "look down" or rather think that I'm useless when I'm just having holiday? Hell.] I think I should say sorry to second brother that I've been selfish. I bought 1 sotong head for dinner and he was wanting to 've a bite and he added with he's very hungry. Then I get worked up, stared at him and replied: "You hungry, then what about me? I haven't been eating anything since morning!" Sigh, I'm just wanting to vent my anger out but I shouldn't said those hurtful thing. More over, he's in foul mood too as the stupid Brazil actually lose to Franch. Damn... great disappointment.


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19:38





It was raining cats and dogs at around 5 past 4 in the morning, I got up from bed to close the windows. I tend to have a habit of getting up early when I'm having school holiday, but overslept for the beginning of new semester. How nice if it's vice versa. I was so bored that I just browsed through friend's friend page and I happen to drop by Yes 933 - Pei Fen's page. She photo blog about the trip to London, anyone interested can spend a lil' time to visit her bloggie.

Holiday homework finished up with Costing. Majority of lecturers think that by giving answer to us 'll only result us to copy blindly. However in my opinion, I think it actually helps to solve the doubt when we do not know why it's this but not that and it helps to save time in figuring out yet better understanding. Why am I saying so? Perhaps... I've been relying on lecturer model answer through out the entire education in ite. Anyway, I'm left with about 9months to complete this entire course. I starts to think what am I gonna do if my results aren't good enough to be a student of Poly, and this actually depressed me as I don't think I'm ready to step into the society yet. Thinking further, what job am I actually looking for? I've never ever have a conclusion for this question of mine. I always think that being a operator in a factory, it's possible to earn about 2K/month, that's well-paid as compared to a cleck/assistant accountant. But again, I do not wish to be a operator for life time, its hell bored working in the factory. Alright I shall not torture my brain for the time being to think about my future after graduating. I shall just see and plan.

Going down to buy breakfast and newspaper, should be looking for holiday job now. Perhaps, asking my cousin to go gym with me in the afternoon. = )

Update

Whew! I could even spot for 10over bucks/hr in newspaper but I've got no idea what it's doing. But I think most probably should be packaging eh? Haa... calling them later.

Part time helper in a fastfood restaurant during weekend, 6 bucks per hour. I thought of working but I never like F&B. Anyone interested, can contact me worx! After thought $576/month for 12hrs/day is pretty worth! Better than rotting at home. =)


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06:33




02 July 2006

Life so bored at home, aRgH... I can't wait to work. Should be looking through the newspaper myself instead of waiting for the stupid agent, as he don't seems to believe that we're having six months holiday. Hur... in real fact, is just 3 weeks. But kinda good news, I think my sis 'll check it out if her side needs people.

M hell bored yet holiday homework still left untouched. Just woke up, feeling so damn warm at home, perhaps... a cold shower before doing anything eh? *Yawn...


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14:06




01 July 2006

Duh!! I've been sitting infront of the computer for 7 solid hours?!! Anyway, here's the edited slide of the pictures that we took on 29/06/06 after the steamboat:

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It looks much more nicer in powerpoint slideshow as the stars are actually blinkers.

Btw, anyone knows how to move the my bloggie flakes to the front?


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16:57